tired

for 15 years...
i've been luking for smebody to love...
luking for hapiness in different wrong places...
seems like he's the only one hu can mke me hapi...

i'm not dedicated to her as i'v felt b4...
i dun wan tt to hapen but it has to...
coz its ment to be tt way
i love her but she doesn
i wuld give up everything but she wont
oil n water dun mix togehter...
but her face is engraved in my hart...
i dun wan her to cry
tts y im trying my best not to let tt hapen..
but its no use...
maybe jus love her n expect nth in return...
tats wat real love is....
sana alam niya...
ppl ar realy blind huh....